Count my blessing:)
A lot of stuffs have been going through my mind, for it career, life, money, relationship. But i very pleased that i m alwiz showered by the beautiful of HIS LOVE. In life, there are many difficult times and knocks here and there.
But whats the pt of worrying and doing nothing abt it. This challenges happened for the sake of our growth. I have a different perspective of Life after i came to know many wonderful accquintances and amazing ppl.
For career, there is no perfect career so to speak, perfect pay, perfect environment, if everything is so perfect, whats there to grow. Being in a difficult suitation allows me to grow. If any one of the above isnt correspond to what u have in mind..change it.. u think u r not smart enough, read more. not IT savvy enough, do things, assoicate with IT stuffs more. We r all born with nothing n skills r learned throughout our life. Not gd in this area, go try n learn.
Don come with excuse that like" i m too old to learn this, i m not IT savvy, i m not smart enough" all this excuses turned me off. Why not say" hmm how can i learned to be like them, how can i improved myself in that area cos i know i can do it" since everyone is so gd in making excuse why not change ur excuses topic to a postive entities.
PPl r juz too lazy to work for it.
LAZY is the word.. if u r lazy, u will failed and don come blamming others for ur failure or said that others success r so lucky or they r borned with it shit stuffs and i m not as lucky. is crap i tell u. u proscainate= u fail. simple equation.
And i began to, no offence but very distrubed n very annoyed when i see negative ppl. If things arent getting in what u want, change it and don be a naggy machine.
If ppl wld to say something abt me i will accept it first, evaulate, think abt it then i will see whether i m of what other say. if i m not, then i don bother..cos i know what i m really is. but first accept ppl comments.
If u r so denfensive, u r one who don wish to be corrected n r those who don admit u r wrong. u never grow. we are living in a community not a hermit isolated island fyi.
If things arent happening very well on my side. Think postively. at least u r still breathing today, u still have the ability to open ur mouth to EAT and the ability to sleep or shit etc. BE HAPPY every moment, even when i have a cup of coffee in the morning, i wld smell the aroma and be so thankful that i have a sense of smell and the warm soothing coffee down my throat. No one can make u happy if u don wish to be happy..so have a postive mindset. i give thanks everyday for i m able to see the sun and smell the fragrance of the day.
"COS IN THE END WE WILL BE OK, IF IT IS NOT OK IT IS NOT THE END YET"<<< quoted from gabriel ..me