Infinit Kelvin Tan( have to include your surname..i have too many frens named" kelvin") look at this..11yrs old haa..oh boy....guess we arn't as gd during that age..haa..

Look that isnt the axe wanted to get...haha but i still LOVE my RGT 42DX haa n is better:P

u r better than me anyway haa..i gg to take ur pedal from u soon...but still X still rocks:P

Did the test...haa i m ICHIGO..chiam..haa






What Bleach Character Are You?

New Year Resolution 2007

First a blessed new year to all of u out there. Whats my resolution n goals of 2007.
Looking back at 2006..

To many i seems to achieve much,
----i run my own biz juz year, did design something that is merchandised n out on the market.
----I did from fashion design to graphics, web, animation, product design n to some extend of interior design even in the field of marketing n sales of creative services. Most ppl said i m paid too little to what i m doing n is true to the fact. But to me though is not justifible of what i m doing but i enjoyed n give thanks for what i m going through, for it the tough times or the gd times.
----My clients enjoyed working with me n r happy for what i have done in their area of creativity.

But to me, thinking back..i don think i achieved muz----i m sure it is not a fruitful yr for me in 2006. what have i achieved..to me is fruitless...whats my purpose.. but no pt sighing...cos it has past.

For 2007. is to stay focus on my goals n my resolution. N the following goals i have set n to achieve to me the first level of success. This ought to be the goals for 2006 but i have not achieve. I m a simple guy yet with big dreams, a big heart but small ability.

2007 the 3 ship

1---Discipleship- To have disciples not juz physically... but to be a mentor to all my students.

2---Relationship- To harvest n reap in the area of relationship. To build a cohesive environment in the spirit of love n joy. To improve in the area of 孔子五常 5 ways---仁义礼智信 which are in english

REN-- More humanity
YI-- More Faith
LI-- More Empahty
ZHI-- More Wisdom
XIN-- More Trust

3----Stewardship-To have a more servanthood attitude, To be giver, contributor and serve. A provider


2007 willl be a yr of whether i m more of a consumer, receiver or a provider, contributor.

to be continue....taking a break now.zzzz

Contemplating Mind

It come to a point whereby it made me start to ponder abt Life. Whats ur purpose and ur passion. Does one have to sacrifice for his greater purpose. Why judge by man if ur greater purpose is not juz for man.

How do u mark ur own success? To be wealthy n rich..i reckon.. but to me thats juz the lowest grade of success.. so what u are wealthy..but without money u r dead in today world..we r living in the earthly realm n not heaven, we need to be practical too. In today world money is juz like oxygen. without money u will die. To me being rich is not to "hao lian" but is to protect urself against threats of untamed assault. As put a scenerio, a millionaire with all is bullshit n unethical thoughts could easily influnced the ppl than a poor man with better view. why ppl judge by what they see. but if what u said doesnt have weight, do u think ppl will believe or even take u into consideration. The answer is NO!

So what should i choose. Doors have been opening up for me.. Passion burn in me for desire for design, animation, the arts n music. If i choose the life planner, i will be a mentor of life n imparting my art of wealth n spread of gospel to the ppl i see or come into with. which will be what my greater purpose is. For design a passion drive me to create value in art to bring impact to ppl life. Both with similar purpose yet very diff tools and diff level of of centre of influence.
I m Lost

As bro daniel, mark share with me.. my mind is still contemplating. With Dina coaching, diff view came from diff perspective.. as pastor phi said muz be pratical too if there are no doors opened which i truely agreed. He say with me SHAPE,

S- Spiritual annointing, spiritual imparting of gifts
H- Heart, follow ur heart
A- Attitude,to me ur altitude marks ur attitude..so this not applicable
P- Personality, simple, to me this could be trained .. so not applicable
E- Experience, To have exp, u muz first step into it, so all of us start off with nothing
so not applicable

**Does ur job title really matters, how muz u earned or how muz bonus u have? or does ur job takes u to flight n conference ard the world matters? to me all this is bullshit.....i really see these ppl as very childish n have not really outgrowth themselves yet. so what u have all of this. i seen a lot booasting here n there..to me..i find them so childish..i wanted to tell them plse grow up.

ya i clapped n recongnise for ur PERSONAL success..then SO WHAT..what the big woo ha.. IF i only have this only n i die i will regret living.. If by having all this is to hao lian, some might said no i m not, but to me u ask urself, don deceive urself, u search ur heart n see whether there is a even a little of the hao lian character, the burning desire in u to tell ur fren of ur superiority. So if u r n u achieved all those above for this stupid hao lian behaviour i said so what..u r successful in ppl eyes..to me u r juz a useless man or woman.. MEI YOU DE REN.. u don deserve my praise.

Is not i m sour grapes. but i feel all this personal success is the lowest grade of success..if i cant have a greater purpose..why don juz die now..cos u will be a mei yong de ren.

If the person have greater dream or purpose i will salute to him or her.



1) Pros of life planner- i have a gd culture, very wise mentor n gd mangers coaches, share gd vision
Cons- Will it sustain me, sacrifice for a greater purpose

2) Pros of design- Passion driven, the art of life in my hands, create life n brings value to life
Cons- Take the bull by the horns cos there is not much wise leader n environment out there.

Cons of myself----- Procasination of self,

i can only understand my own tots n feelings.............yawn.. give me a answer soon.

Kelvin u want the songs huh...hahaha

How many Horses can u spot? The Power of Visualisation. When u visualise u r the ROD, u become the ROD........ Steel ROD that can even withstand heavy structures n buildings



I used to spot 15, Same with yi bei cha..
Now i can spot 20 haa...

The Power of Visualisation working beautifully..haa

Juz came back from a 4 day pre AGM meeting

a lot of stuffs going through my mind...arghz..shit..i hate it when this happened..what should i do..
Mediating...

The Sword , the Jewel, the Mirror

Ppl are always playing safe. The lack of knowledge in money. the sword representing the weapon. Jewel representing the Gold...remember one golden rule of thumb, those who have gold set the rules...lastly the Mirror, the most significant treasure of them all...the power of self-knowledge. Ppl have little knowledge of themselves..they r juz following what others r doing..they don know how to make use of money. the power of using money..in the end they got trapped n engulf in letting them worked for money...

Gastric Flu..

Fell sick cos of virus flu...stupid air borne virus...haiz...fell sick on tues after my Hi test..afterwhich i left one day to study cos i having another paper on thurs which is today..didnt manage to study muz..cos i have 26 chapters to complete and multiples formula to memorise and comprehend.. So today expected outcome is i Failed haa..but well i m not really saddened by it..juz give me more energy to try harder..cos i knew with what i studied(10chapters) couldnt let me pass easily haa..n thanks to mr snowfish who dint bring his finanical calculator today for me add on to the failure:P, shld have borrowed from tan LiLi concidentally saw her on the train, she my CON master(well i have soon terminate the contract of genie liao:P)...no la i dont blame anyone but me:P aha

ps(snowfish u calculate compound interest for me using a normal calculator la..stupid compund interest came out how to calculate using normal calculator thks loh snowfish):P haa

But well failure brings me to another pt to study again which is gd..the more i do it the more i known of it. n the better i will be. So failue isnt a shame. But in another way give me motiviation to work harder:)

A Song that Caught my Attention:P

Yet another Song that Calms me during my offscale unbalance level of SanitY period..haa..Though again i don comprehrend what it means but found this video with eng sub title:P Though i m not idol crazy n i never come across as an idol-chasing fanatic.i m a music fanatic if u r those who jammed with me before u will know ahhaa. But i juz find this song nice..thats y is my bg music for my blog duh:P n juz upload it to my blog...

ok i wanted to say this" ermmmm" ITS RAIN RAIN.. RAIN 's coming..RAIN WORLD" haaa so cheessssyyy OMG the chesssy tagline that is on TV aiyo...haha..i juz mimic it..haa..cant imagine i said smthing like that..haa.. no image liao unglam...haa..PUI~ I only like this song thats all..haa i m NO FAN of RAIN:P haaaa..too bad

anyway Lim Jeong Hee 林政熙 looks so chio..and her voice..Drooling~..i appreciate beauty with brains n one who cld sing well:P

I oso DONt WANT to let u go too...me too me too:P hahaha.. Can i don let u go:P


Rain & Lim Jeong Hee "Cassiopeia"


BOA "Key Heart of Korea" sponsored by Yi BEi cHa

BOA "Key of Heart" BOA...drooling:P haa

Songs of Calmness thanks to Yi Bei Cha

Songs that ease my study regime sickness and calm my soul.. Nearly gone mad this few days...Lucky i still maintain a gd level of sanity.....for me to maintain a level sanity is to listen to music/songs..cos in gabby dictionary there is a pharse call" Let MUSIC be the Food of LOVE"(12th Knights). As Libra are highly emo, sensitive, artistic beings...one of the intelligent stars u know :P haa come all librians CheerS..:P

Thanks to Yi Bei Cha for introducing this HK singer. Though i m cantonese..but sad to say my cantonese is juz mediocre. Only understood like 1/4 of what she is singing. But well that doesnt matter..though i m don comprehend but who cares it calms me during this time..haa..

Next time if i go HK again..Yi bei Cha plse join me...bring me around ur territory..haa maybe can stayed at ur place..free lodging:P

Not a bad song after Yi Bei Cha transferred some songs over to me..though i dono who she is..

產品名稱 : Do U Know (CD)
歌手名稱 : 衛蘭(Janice)
出版日期 : 2006年11月21
日語言 : 粵語

Energy booast from Dina


Today was tiring..got completely restless in studying... cant get a lot of things right..well i doing a self-study anyway with no one to coach me.. calculation failed me..arghz..feeling enoromous energy draining away from me. Libra is off scale today.. but at least to some comfort, i got my trustee old OSIM TAPPER with me..did massaging the whole evening..was feeling sick today..until... i recieved a call from Dina..

Man dono how she got the energry from her bz schedule..once i answered the call..i can feel the annointing from her..man..she so full of overwhelming tender and grace that was instantly booasting me from the inside.. A short conversation got me back on track again. Man thanks Dina.. for the care,concern and encouragement.

1 more paper down 2 more to go

haa cleared 1 more paper yesterday..yeah. 2 more to go
going to clear all 4 of them in a month time which wld b the proven fastest rate and i gg to prove it i can do it..i m confident, juz have to work it out.. thnks for putting ur trust in me dina..


凡用兵之法，全國為上，破國次之﹔全軍為上，破軍次之
全旅為上，破旅次之﹔全卒為上，破卒次之﹔
全伍為上，破伍次之。是故百戰百勝，非善之善也﹔
不戰而屈人之兵，善之善者也

Took a tarot test
aha a link a fren send me haaa... i m the STAR n the Sun..:P whats urs??..on the second attempt i m Sun..haa i m the STAR n the Sun so what r urs?:P

Quite accurate.. after 2nd attempt i got a SUN card..it is 95% percent accurate haa..after guiding light i become the Sun..haa

You are The Star

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised

The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.
Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

Got a free laptop today

What a fruitful day it was today. Got a free laptop by subscribing to hubby haa. All thanks to my MR TEA FREN" YI BEI CHA"for sharing the info with me. i m so out dated.. Wah last night the queue was damn long guess everyone is rushing for the free laptop offer..haa.. guess all well..After years i meet with yi bei cha..such concidental now..we both have the same rich mindset thinking haa...guess we are already gaining finanical freedom.Definitely out of the rat race..sad to see our frens running in the cycle of the rat race..though yi bei cha is doing of diff Trade but our mindset are the same haaa...All trades are the same..we see so muz things clearer now..haa.. as they said Great Minds think alike..indeed is True..haa..yi bei cha remember our pact at age 30.. we r great farmers of abundent endless harvest..right..

Today journey begin well..man i was so onto my study regime that i was so pleased with myself haa. Having my exam on mon..boy got to study for it..no easy way ..juz study..no pt wine-ing abt it...anyway bought another book today after i went to starhub..bookworm liao la..hai..i wish i have more time..so muz things to do..little time..

Went jogging in the evening after my appointment with my client..was great..food for the mental now food for my physical....Feel my energy coming back..i can BANKAI anytime liao ahaa..

But well tomo have to go back camp to answer my defaulted IPPT charge haa..

Out Process of Camp n Hangover

Finally, outpro from camp le..tiring day yesterday..actually out process yesterday haa.. cos i went for a makeup reservist training..was attached to 583 guards, a unit which had their last incamp..rod, MRpersonnel...haa..man i so was consider lucky, everything went fine.. though some days were XIONG..charge up the hill 2 times..haa..nearly cant feel my legs.. but was a enjoyable experiences with the lao jiao of 583 guards..they r at least 10 yrs senior man..haaa

The worst or the best time was on mon night..man my platoon was crazy..we have a crazy drinking session on mon night in the bunk..haa..This is what we have.. 3 red wine, 1 chamange, 2 Chivas, 2 volka, 1 martel, 1 gin tonic!!! and of cos with mixer drink like green tea, coke and food la....haa Imagine we finish this liquor in 1 freaking night...one of the sgt is a bar tender n mixed all our drinks basket all so gao one...ahaa can faint..haa

Oh man i wanted to run out the room but was trapped..though i was attached i too cant escaped the drinking festia haa.. the WHOLE PLATOON at least vomitted twice...i vomitted twice..i cant even run to the loo i vomitted at the corridor haa..

my platoon mate went out crazy..spinning their undies..i even have superman n batman in the bunk haa..Even the OC couldnt escape our cluthes all kana..poor oc got trapped in the bunk..haa everyone went TAing with him..he puke after that.. my PC was worst..head butt everyone..haa..spraying of liquor everywhere..gosh..we r theorically insane ahaa..my PS went round the bunk 3 times..think he oso drunk..basket he is one kept TAing with me..though i hold liquor quite well but mon night..FIRST TIME i puke after i drink..i puked twice..though not really bad hangover,i woke up in the morning alright..but dislike the feeling of hangover..haa but it was a very MEMORABLE reservist.. n the lao jiao really taught me n life has taught me what integrity is..really see a lot from them..the brotherhood n the cooperation, integrity is what i don see in my own unit...haa..

well everything happened for a reason i guess LIFE is alwiz constantly teachin me things n lesson everyday. And once a friend told me.."the only constant thing in Life is CHANGE" cos change is alwiz happening n it alwiz happened for a reason.

anyway after i booked out on tues afternoon..came back put my things n stuffs..check n send my mails..then i ran all the way to get my textbooks..haa i m having my exam on monday aha..lucky was in time to purchase the textbooks..haa now back to my study regime again...haa feel gd to be back though.

Happenings Today

Today was a present day,though woke up early cos of the reservist sydrome haa..i did nothing in the early morning..then i started off reading my textbook for my exam..all gosh i nearly forgotten what i have studied b4 i went reservist..that bad..but i managed to revise all the chapters by late afternoon n was gd too go.

Evening was boring, so went off to see any leisure books that i can find..went down to the bookstores...i bought another book today haa title"WHy we want to be Rich" with donald trump and robert T.Kiyosaki haha a new title wor, i grap immediately...i got a 20 percent discount haa..well i havnt finished my warren bufflet investment stratagems, tony buzan head first and the search of significant i read 3 books concurrently one la i m crazy aha....well i will finish them soon haa..once i pass my exams, 3 more papers..JIA YOU..haaaha tiring day..physically tired..but mentally empty i got to start increasing n maintain my mental intake..think reservist got me mentally lazy is BAD...haa..today wrote a lot haa..

Goong music video (Say that you love me)

One more day to go

Woke up this morning feeling very tired. Muz be the darned pre-reservist sianess syndrome. haa feel like sleeeping more..but well that are stuffs to pack, things to be done...arghz...moody day..packing my stuffs for tomo in camp..Juz cut my hair yday..the hairdresser cut too short liao la..now i looks like a recruit with near to botak hair but well i think is gd enuff to cover my dye..i didnt dye back black, save monies:P Tomo i will be in camp at PIoneer Sector ..where?? near TUAs loh..haa

My study regime..darned..2 more books to go..half way through the thicker book....i wld like to thank wxy for explainin n elaborating my enquires haa..now i get a better pix.and were able to see the light haha..eyes r closing.zzzz..today i will juz rest at home..

Recently, no time to read any of my books..so busy with study and my own business...more time used for my study. I have left with 3 books..i juz bought another one again, but i have no time to read:P haa..i juz finished the art of fine talk. well an inspiring self-improvment book.i have not finish my better memory book and thinking for a change. well i HAVE NOT engage my speed reading on my reading recently. hai i lack practise. Now my brain is at a slow dragging pace..haahaha.. but now i have to get back to my study regime n pass all the tests first...no time to read my leisure books..

ok i m still contemplating on a lot of stuffs mostly career,my business,my finanicals,other stuffs concerning ME duh:P but all will be out pretty soon.my mind will be made up soon, don confuse me with facts nor nonsense. haha. getting there is no prob..but whats make it interesting is the journey...boring day. gg back to sleep again...zzzzzz

To me is not an option but an opportunity
and i expect setbacks, but refuse retreat.

Diamond Pals

"Never take friends for granted, cos' u may wake up one day and realise you lost a diamond while busy collecting stones."

Don't know why, but this statement set me thinking... In our lives, we would have made many acquaintances (unless u call urself a hermit... :p) But how many can u call them ur good friends? Best pals, people whom u share ur most intimate thoughts with... people whom u count on... people who stand by u in times of need... they are hard to come by... But often, they are often the ones who are negelected, forgotten... Does this sound familiar? Guess they are often the ones who are taken for granted, cos' no matter what happens, we know that they'll always be there for u...

I guess, the point is, we should not lose focus of who our true friends are & in the process, lose them whilst being busy making new friendships, especially with those whom call themselves 'good pals' (but only in good times?). Guess friendship could be likened to membership... as in 'bronze' for acquaintances, 'silver' for good pals, & 'diamond' for our best friends... for they are the most precious...

How would we know who are our best pals? Well, one thing that is for sure is that u know it urself?not sure..? Ok, how about doing this... pick up the phone & go through the contacts list... who are the ones whom u would not hesitate to call, regardless of the place, the time...

Reflecting on myself, i am one who treasures friendships very much, so much so that it is like putting friendships on a pedestral... i m very easily affected by my friends... & am most willing to do anything for them... So, though I may seem to have a rather large circle of friends to many but I guess, the people whom I call my 'diamond' pals are not that many?

My best friends... they are the ones whom I shared my growing up years... the pains & the joys; the failures & the victories... It's a very small group. Still remembered we used to do so many BAD and there are gd things together(mostly r bad stuffs:P, we r gd ppl though:P), study,play, SEE GAL GAL( we r a grp of SE LANGs, a monkey haa), play punk in school, skip classes ,ran out of school and was even caught by the police (who is the one who dint "Watch Water")...gosh we r so ah bengs and notorious bunch of monkeys but i m the kuai one:P ( all of them will wack me for saying this haa); we share many things ;
we squabble / FIGHT / laugh with each other...

Now, we have grown up, with our own lives to live, dreams to pursue (not forgetting, jobs to slog at? :p)... Some are married, some have gone overseas... The chances of meeting often are slimmer nowadays... to such an extend that we seldom even meet-up... Despite all these, we know that we'll always be there for each other, no matter what... It's like an unwritten oath we made to each other? These people have never failed me, never deserted me in times of need... they are always there to lend a shoulder to cry on when am sad, a listening ear to hear my lamenting when am frustrated... & I want to say a big thank you to my best pals (u know who u are)... thank u for being there for me... thank u for being my 'Diamond Pal'.

I Passed Cleared ONE Paper already

Yeah yeah...DINA!!! DINA!!!, DINA!!!, i made it...i scrapped and PASSED my first paper.....Suprisingly, i Passed:P.. i thought i'm goner. Clueless with many of the qns...haha..

Thanks Dina for putting the trust in me n the encouragement and bro jason with the steady bo chap encouragement, haa :P Yet again i got HELP FROM ABOVE..thank you.

Such a cold weather today, at the midist of my paper, it started to rain n rain heavily and i can feel it..though i enclosed in that small examination room. So many of them went out the room failing, i thought i was one of them, well i m a low confident freak:P, ok i m a easily paranoid freako.

Cleared 1 paper...3 more to go BITE BITE..haa..well juz have to study for it..but gg to reservist soon haa..i will study them in camp ahaha

So xue sheng meng..u better pass ur O level or else.. I will smack u till u cant recongnise urself..long time since i wack u all right..who will b the first to be my punching bag..haa..study hard n make me proud..