Contemplating Mind
It come to a point whereby it made me start to ponder abt Life. Whats ur purpose and ur passion. Does one have to sacrifice for his greater purpose. Why judge by man if ur greater purpose is not juz for man.
How do u mark ur own success? To be wealthy n rich..i reckon.. but to me thats juz the lowest grade of success.. so what u are wealthy..but without money u r dead in today world..we r living in the earthly realm n not heaven, we need to be practical too. In today world money is juz like oxygen. without money u will die. To me being rich is not to "hao lian" but is to protect urself against threats of untamed assault. As put a scenerio, a millionaire with all is bullshit n unethical thoughts could easily influnced the ppl than a poor man with better view. why ppl judge by what they see. but if what u said doesnt have weight, do u think ppl will believe or even take u into consideration. The answer is NO!
So what should i choose. Doors have been opening up for me.. Passion burn in me for desire for design, animation, the arts n music. If i choose the life planner, i will be a mentor of life n imparting my art of wealth n spread of gospel to the ppl i see or come into with. which will be what my greater purpose is. For design a passion drive me to create value in art to bring impact to ppl life. Both with similar purpose yet very diff tools and diff level of of centre of influence.
I m Lost
As bro daniel, mark share with me.. my mind is still contemplating. With Dina coaching, diff view came from diff perspective.. as pastor phi said muz be pratical too if there are no doors opened which i truely agreed. He say with me SHAPE,
S- Spiritual annointing, spiritual imparting of gifts
H- Heart, follow ur heart
A- Attitude,to me ur altitude marks ur attitude..so this not applicable
P- Personality, simple, to me this could be trained .. so not applicable
E- Experience, To have exp, u muz first step into it, so all of us start off with nothing
so not applicable
**Does ur job title really matters, how muz u earned or how muz bonus u have? or does ur job takes u to flight n conference ard the world matters? to me all this is bullshit.....i really see these ppl as very childish n have not really outgrowth themselves yet. so what u have all of this. i seen a lot booasting here n there..to me..i find them so childish..i wanted to tell them plse grow up.
ya i clapped n recongnise for ur PERSONAL success..then SO WHAT..what the big woo ha.. IF i only have this only n i die i will regret living.. If by having all this is to hao lian, some might said no i m not, but to me u ask urself, don deceive urself, u search ur heart n see whether there is a even a little of the hao lian character, the burning desire in u to tell ur fren of ur superiority. So if u r n u achieved all those above for this stupid hao lian behaviour i said so what..u r successful in ppl eyes..to me u r juz a useless man or woman.. MEI YOU DE REN.. u don deserve my praise.
Is not i m sour grapes. but i feel all this personal success is the lowest grade of success..if i cant have a greater purpose..why don juz die now..cos u will be a mei yong de ren.
If the person have greater dream or purpose i will salute to him or her.
1) Pros of life planner- i have a gd culture, very wise mentor n gd mangers coaches, share gd vision
Cons- Will it sustain me, sacrifice for a greater purpose
2) Pros of design- Passion driven, the art of life in my hands, create life n brings value to life
Cons- Take the bull by the horns cos there is not much wise leader n environment out there.
Cons of myself----- Procasination of self,
i can only understand my own tots n feelings.............yawn.. give me a answer soon.